Wednesday, May 26, 2004

DUN WANNA BE LIKE BRITNEY.......................

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 12:27 AM

Saturday, May 22, 2004

AT LAST A KFC MEAL!

yes, i finally ate sumting! aft 9 days... i finally ate sumting! n dat was because i was forced n threatened by linda. Thx to her i had to eat one whole meal n feel like puking badly n now is having bad gastric pains. bt i noe she was doing it for my own good! thx lin!

my day is really tiring! went to fetch the baby n maria frm linda's hse, brought dem back to queenstown, took presciptions, went to nuh, den back to bedok, den back to tampines! imagine one whole journey wif two kids! ppl were juz staring at me n probly wondering y dis really young girl hav 2 kids! i really felt like a mother! hahahhhahah! i love the feeling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

den aft dat frm tamp went out wif linda, den we had a realllllyy long talk abt....ehem...ehem... n we both nearly cried out of sadness n anger!

to n dis blog...here's a lil sumting:

sesekali ku rasa teringin
melewati hatimu yg dingin
mendengar keluh resah
semenjak kau kehilanganku

tiap kali ku cuba hampiri
makin deras degup jantung ini
diranjau onak sepi
ku sendiri

sesungguhnya tewas menghadapi
malah ku akui sepi menghantui
paling tidak berilah peluang
ku berterus terang

adakala ku rasa teringin
bermesra dengan mu
bagai waktu dulu
tapi bilakah semua ini
akan jadi pasti bukan lagi mimpi
kasihani diriku

ku wanita dengan airmata
bukan untuk meminta simpati
sekadar melepaskan
rasa hati

ku mengharapkan
jendela hati
terbuka lagi

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 10:41 PM

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

"IT NEVER ENDS"

For Troy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup! I watched dat movie todae wif 'asyburn n it was a gd movie! Come on, movie like dis has always been a good movie! Looka t last samurai, gladiator, patriot, braveheart, lotr etc! They were all excellent! N...... brad pitt is super excellent!
Oh gawd! I mean...shit! I've always love brad pitt bt aft troy, i love him even more den ever! His body is like wow! N his hair.... wooooooooooooooohhhoooooooooooooooooooooo! ('asyurah will be saying, "u're gross shikin!") God! HIs hair, esp the wet look is such a turn on! HIya! Juz by looking at him is oso such a turn on! Hahahahahahhahahah! btw, i wasnt paying muc attn to orlando bloom coz his character sucks (coward!) n his hair is ugly! heheheh... i noe 'asy disagree wif dis...bt sumhow, sumwhere... brad pitt (or archilles) remind me of sakti!!!!!!!! wahahahahahah! ok2 my eyesite is failing me!

honestly, troy is a bad choice of movie wen u r very suicidal. i'll make a mental note on dat! shld haf went for a comical movie! bt i had fun watching it though i still had moments of wanting to cry out loud n it has nothing to do wif troy!

experts say, it will get better...so i m holding on to dat! bt according to troy......"wen will dis end?" .... "it never ends..."

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 1:43 AM

Monday, May 17, 2004

The day dat I tried to be normal

Second entry!

I m exhausted in a probably happy way coz i juz let off sum steam! Got it out of the system! Yeah! Went to watch 2 soccer match! God! Wat will i do without 'asyurah? Once again she came to my rescue! N so wat if the stress settle right back in as soon as the commentator said gdnite, (btw, commentar suck!) i had 3 1/2hr of no stress! Record time!

N hehehhe.... i juz spotted a new crush!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Typical me u wld say...wanna noe wat's the name....???
Burdo Marte Lotto............hair.....!!!
Woa! i m sooooooooo in love wif his hair! Hehehehhehehhe..... Dat got my mind of things too! OK2 so now i m pathetic! So wat?! Hmph!

Went home n tok to widya abt hehhehe wat else cn i tok to her abt aniweiz...hehhehe lotsa stuff....n she made me feel sooooooo much better too.......thx wid!

Bt all dat didnt stayed long as i log on to the pc n saw him. One of the cause of my stress was online! N he still hates me! Waaaaaaaaaaaa!

This is gonna be another longgggggggggggg sleepless nite.....

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 1:30 AM

Sunday, May 16, 2004

WOA! MY FIRST ENTRY!

At last! I m here to rock this blog industry!
Ok, i sound like i had tooooo muc to drink bt i swear dat dat's nt the case! Juz a little bit cranky today (or maybe a lot!) Dis is probably due to the fact dat i havent been eating for 2 whole days! Voila! In 48 hrs, i had only 1 cup of tea n 2 glasses of plain water! nope! dun say it! I M NT ON A DIET! though i discover if i continue doing dis for another 28 days, i mite juz lose 30kg! n nope, i m nt crazy! at least nt yet....

ok peeps! first of all, welkum to the CURSED VIRGINZ! n introducing (drum rolls please!) the one n only..... CRUSHED V! Thank u, thank u! If u r wondering, y the name, well.. its a long story.....tell ya another time....

Ok so...wat do i write here? dis is suppose to be like a diary tingy write, xcept its no secret! shit! i've nvr like diaries for the fact dat i cn nvr consistently write dem! i do haf a feeling dat dis blog will suffer the same fate!

I spent my day in a bloody freaking stupid mood thz to my "soul-searching" n "hangover" last nite! (syidah, u noe wat i m talking abt!) n ended up reading a bk recommended my gd old sis entitled "what if?" hahah!

back to the point! (to the reality we live in... heheh... 'asy n kak shah will noe dis one!) niweiz, as usual... my day is filled wif, pining n whining n complaining to who else bt myself (n of coz now to u!) abt how sucky my life is! HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
worse of all is dat, i try to take syidah's advice... bt it is nt werking babes! I M STILL TINKING OF HIM! it doesnt help dat wateva i do, wherever i go, wateva i read, his name is there! wat is dis! his name sooo common meh? stupid shit! HAIZZZZZZZ! boy, i'll nvr get out of dis state! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!